Back to School

As most people know by now, i am back to school.my subjects are mostly related to the economy, management, finance,world theories etc. pretty boring huh? i dont mind the classes, but the reading of the materials and books are really taxing..i wonder why i did not feel this way before when i was studying law.

Books, journals and articles ..oh my god..almost 100% of them are just to difficult and too impossible for me to understand.Come alone digest.Especially American books. Frankly i prefer European ( plus British ) authors compared to American.i think something is wrong with me..or are academic writings and textbooks are simply hard to understand..why use hard and difficult way to beat around the bush to come to a point? there are ample ways to put it simply but why choose to write it in a lengthy and putar belit way..??? totally berserkkk

maybe i am too rusted..i cant read good reading materials anymore..or maybe i am too set in my mind about certain theories that no matter how much i read, i reject unconsciously.or i am too obsessed with the fact that i have to understand everything before actually quoting or using something out of something i dont understand.

why do scholars write in such twisted and winding ways? dont they want people to understand they work/writings easily? is it because that they too have a limited vocabulary that they are limited in writing skills but they have to publish anyway?

why
why
why

i used to tell my brothers and cousins that even if u dont feel like studying, just flip the pages and slowly get the hang of the book.i am doing that right now. Looking at a book written by this old man called musgrave...A HUGE BORE.. but luckily i have this little boy who sings AIR PALANG PAGI as pengubat tatkala buntu...check him out. so very cute!

see you guys!


* while writing this, i am eating milo mixed with condensed milk. totally jeopardizing my current BMI status.Dont worry so much Pah, u can try it too..sedap!