Back

i am back in the land where people where layers of clothing, use heaters and bath in extreme hot water in March. although it was a short break home, i went through a lot of things.

i remember sitting in Narita waiting for my flight back on the 11th.i looked at so many faces walking up and down..and then it struck me..maybe someone is going back because of a death too. but we dont know.maybe somebody is going back because they have a new baby.we dont know that too..all the years that i have been traveling is always because of holidays, work, courses etc. it was my first time going back because of a death, i guess that is a shortcoming when u are not on the `same land` with ur family. My dad was a strong man, and i think he felt that his mom was given the best he could afford money, time and love before she went, so he was calm.

i also found out something else.which is going to have a huge impact in my life.
but like my mom said, be patient. everything happens for a reason and beleive in Allah all the time.


i also fell in love. well that is another story.