Saturday, September 06, 2008

Melancholy in Ramadhan

Many unexpected things happened this week. i saw an episode of police going after a criminal on a motorbike..was kind of funny actually..everyone gaping and the patrol car shrieking its brakes..

i also had my hair cut..only an inch off but it costed me 3,500yen which is almost RM100 i guess. cut throat!

i also bought a lamp shade. something that i have been wanting for such a long time. i guess i am like my mother. awed by lamp shades. i also found a new game better than sudoku: KAKURO..very interesting and addictive. semalam tak lena buat tu!

i also found the person that i lost sometime ago. masa entry2 yg ada unsur hilang dan sebagainya tu..i found this person..or actually rather..the other way around..

i also found out that my parents are playing cupid again. now the cupid cult has expended to my aunts and uncles too..we will see..

i found that love is hard to explain. love and hate exist together. that is why they are such extreme feelings. being too honest when in love is actually bad. being dishonest is equally bad..

but i somehow found some kind of inner peace within me in this foreign land. i just hope petty matters dont mess up my brain and peacefulness. maybe because i have wanted a break from my normal routine to find ME.and now i can. for the past 5 months, i realized that everyday..i found a trait in me that i never thought i had..or maybe was never discovered.

ever heard of this proverb:

discipline is what u are in the dark?


i am discovering and exploring my self.

P/s: also received an invitation to prove that i'm not from lesbos island! hahaha

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