Hari ni bangun lambat sikit..mama pon tak kejut.. maybe sbb kesian last nite tido lambat.since the kitchen needed cleaning n i was late takpergilaa solat raya..teman mama dok umah jer.. lepas mandi tunggu pops n brothers balik solat//lama nya pulak.. almost 10 am baru balik..perut dah bunyik-bunyik..rendang dah memanggil-manggil...ketupat dah menangis-nagis tau taklama lagi akan disembelih gheehhehe...
raya tahun ni takder yg lain daripada dulu..last year pon cam ni..sunyi jer.. awal2 lagi pops dah tido..dia kata kenyang makan ketupat.. tahun ni musim ujan pulak.. banyak betul yg suffer bcoz of the flood...nak raya sakan2 pon teringat kat org yg sedang berduka..
raya tahun ni takder yg lain daripada dulu..last year pon cam ni..sunyi jer.. awal2 lagi pops dah tido..dia kata kenyang makan ketupat.. tahun ni musim ujan pulak.. banyak betul yg suffer bcoz of the flood...nak raya sakan2 pon teringat kat org yg sedang berduka..
kenapa masa dekat-dekat raya dan masa raya ni org yg tak pernah2 contact kita ni contact kita balik? kenapa org yg kita harap2 call tapi tak call tapi org lain yang call??
does this show that the people yg we hope for tak selalunya seperti yang kita harapkan dan vise versa? does it show that i make bad character judgements?
this year.. i am celebrating hari raya without two of my dearest friends..not because they are dead..but just because i feel that i do not want them complicating my life anymore.i have cut all communication with them, though i still get some news about them since we have mutuals friends. i think of them all the time but i just can't afford having them anymore..life is too complicated to have too many people adding to the existing mess.
The truth is i am a mess.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.Berhati-hati di lebuhraya.
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