when he leaves...

when he leaves you
when he looks at you but u feel only emptiness
when he he leaves you
when he hesitates to talk
when he leaves you
when he wavers to wish you
when he leaves you
when he says he wont but yet he left you alone.

Today

Its 9th January 2011. last year i was jumping around Tokyo since Xmas to see illuminations and all the Xmas decos around town, enjoying New Year Parties, then all the New Year sales around town, Fuku-bukuros, but this year, i am so katak bawah tempurung. home, library, cafe, uni, home.

i am glad anyway. but my days here are numbered..still there is so much i wanna do, so much i wanna see.