KEKASIH GELAPKU

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..
Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu

Disaat engkau merindukan diriku

Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu

Yang panjang dalam hidupku
Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku

Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku

Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku

Yang panjang dalam hidupku..
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..
Ooh..
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..

AKU KEHILANGAN KEKASIH :(

ananda everingham

Over the weekend beli DVD- Me Myself, a Thai Production, last nite, i spent time watching sampai abis.. mmg best mcm kata Cik Kopepod, then i realized that i've seen this hero elsewhere! i googled and found out that he also acted in 303 - Fear Faith Revenge- cerita hantu boarding skool yang popular giler when i was in college....

mmg hensem-smokey eyes-jambu-mulut merah betul dia ni. Australian-Laos mixed parentage. But the cool thing about him is the fact that his hobby is READING. and his parents' love storey was made into a Movie! imagine that.

Gorgeous la kau ni!

AFTER ALL

Well, here we are again;
I guess it must be fate.
Weve tried it on our own,
But deep inside weve known
Wed be back to set things straight.
I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new.
Every memory repeats,
Every step I take retreats,
Every journey always brings me back to you.
After all the stops and starts,
We keep coming back to these two hearts,
Two angels whove been rescued from the fall.
After all that weve been through,
It all comes down to me and you.
I guess its meant to be,
Forever you and me, after all.
When love is truly right ,this time its truly right.
It lives from year to year.
It changes as it goes, Oh, and on the way it grows,
But it never disappears,
Always just beyond my touch,
You know I needed you so much.
After all, what else is livin for?

FORTY EIGHT

CONGRATULATIONS

TO MORE RESPONSIBILITIES!

BUT AS MY DAD SAID, U HAVE TO SHOULDER MORE AS U AGE.

THAT IS LIFE. FACE IT. DO YOUR LEVEL BEST.

LOVE, MARRIAGE & BF

kena cinta orang yang kita kawin ke?

kena kawin ngan org yg kita cinta ke?

kena cinta bf kita ke?

kena kawin ngan bf ke?

kena ker?

sapa kata?

cinta hanya memudahkan perkahwinan

cinta juga yang akan mengecewakan perkahwinan

cinta akan memudahkan perhubungan dengan bf

cinta juga yang akan mengecewakan perhubungan

sebab kita ada harapan dan expectations

harapan dan expectations yang akan merosakkan segalanya

be nice to the people we love

most of the time, we are cruel to them

feed their soul & hearts,

as they fed ours.

hmm..i am officially bitter. hahahaha!

GAJI, UTANG & BUDGET

Hari ni aku bergaji

tapi masih aku tak reti-reti

kenapa gajiku bulan ini

masih tak memuaskan hati

Hari ni aku bergaji

esok aku muflis kembali

budget negara dah umum itu hari

budget diri tanggung sendiri

Hari ni aku bergaji

udah mula ku kira hari

untuk gaji bulan Oktober nanti

menghitung hari..

hari ini aku bergaji

tiap-tiap bulan aku bergaji

entah bila nak pandai urus diri

ni tumpang belom berkeluarga lagi

belom ada pampers dan susu nak beli

hari ni aku bergaji

esok nak pi bukak akaun tabung haji

moga-moga banyak simpanan nanti

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Saturday & Sunday

On Saturday i made a stop at BORDERS in Times Square. Looking back, these past few months i'm often there for free reads. Kawan ngan org suka baca buku mmg camtu kot ek..bagus la.. bila nak kawan ngan org yg suka pi masjid ni?

While i was there, i saw few books written by Susan Isaacs - FICTION (made a mental note to look them up) but before that, i read Man & Boy by Tony Parsons n half of MAn & Wife, also by Tony Parsons.. i was so moved by them. Maybe sbb dah jadik melancholy & tua kot hahahaha..but seriously, these books are wonderful!

I suggest these two books. They made me think and value family and relationships more - i guess.

I also spent saturday afternoon laughing my heart out watching HAIRSPRAY the musical.

Go catch it gang!

On Sunday, like a good hsewife, i washed, clean n visited the wet market, and later spend my time slaving in the kitchen. i learned to make ikan kembung masak PINDANG for the first time! thanks cik snow hehehe.

n also made my famous cucuq udang. since ada org tanya, my resipi:

flour

kuchai (chives)

coriander leaves

onions lots and lots of onions

carrot (grated)

oat flakes

chille powder

tumeric powder

an egg

water

salt to taste

ikan bilis (paste or tumbuk)

tauge (optional)

* prawn/squid

*clam

*corn

sedapnya makan panas2!

fruit diet- i shall try

Introduction
Eating all fruit for a short period of time will allow your body the time to cleanse itself, detoxify, purify and drop at least 5 pounds - guaranteed!

Instructions
Difficulty: Easy

Things You'll Need
Fruit: bananas, apples, pears, oranges, kiwis, mangos
Nuts: pistachios, peanuts, walnuts, cashews
Water

Steps

1
Step One
Purchase a variety of fruits & assortment of nuts (of your choosing). Make sure you have enough fruit to eat for several days so you don't need to do emergency food trips to the store. Be prepared to eat ONLY fruit for a period of two weeks (this is the minimum amount of time for this to be effective).

2
Step Two
When you wake up in the morning and are hungry for breakfast - you should choose a piece of fruit and eat as many pieces of that fruit you would like to eat to make yourself feel full. You'd be surprised, but you can get full off of fruit.

3
Step Three
Due to digestive processes, it is best to wait 90 minutes before eating a different kind of fruit. When you decide to eat the other fruit, you may eat as many pieces of it as you like, to make yourself full and satisfied.

4
Step Four
Drink water throughout the day and in the evening you may also eat some nuts. Do not go overboard with the nuts or you will not achieve the desired cleansing affect and weight loss.

Shinzo Abe & Tan Hong Ming

MEREKA MEMAHAMINYA

shinzo abe letak jawatan today. beri laluan pada parti pemerintah. Dah org tak suka.. akhirnya dia letak jawatan. baru je balik dari mesia. tapi baju2 bini dia masa datang mesia pon mmg kurang cun. pah, hang kena bagitau dia soh fashionable skit. shinzo abe bertepuk sebelah tangan selama ini.


Tan Hong Ming pulak ada girlfriend. seronok betul dia sbb orang yg dia suka, pun suka dia. itu namanya tak bertepuk sebelah tangan.

Ramadhan

Waktu Sahur

anak : mama.. bila kita leh bukak posa..?
mama : masa azan nanti boleh la.. ni baru makan sahur dah tanya nak bukak posa..

Azan Zohor

anak : (bukak peti ais minum air )
mama : awat makan? kata nak posa
anak : kata leh makan bila dah azan. Kan dah azan?

heheh.. kes 23 tahun dulu

Selamat menyambut ramadhan al mubarak.

HILANG

Hilang

kadang-kadang kita mencari sesuatu..

padahal dia dah lama hilang

bila kita sedar dia hilang..?

tatkala kita mula mencari dan kita gagal menjumpainya

apa yang boleh dibuat?

Dia dah hilang.

My New Squeeze

hi gang.. just dropping by to declare my latest squeeze

A Missing Brother - Salhi Khaessa Ahmad

i know my readership is low.. but a a senior at college is looking for her brother..please do pass the word around

Her email:

On Friday the 13th, he left home saying he wanted to go for a walk. RM 3.50 in his pocket. He never came back. Duit tak ada, IC tak ada. We looked for him everywhere, satu Kelantan. No news. He hasn't taken his medications for 2 weeks now, I tak tahulah how he is now.

Mungkin kalau you all jalan2 kat KL nampak budak gila (i have to accept this now) talking to himself, kotor, kurus tak terurus, kejap cakap english kejap cakap kelantan, that's him. Let me know. What i fear is that he got hit by a lorry ke, in a ditch somewhere waiting to be found. I am writing almost with tears all the time.

Partly because I am frustrated there wasn't much time for me in Malaysia, to do anything. Police report has been filed and my other brother has written in the Star. Now this waiting game is making me very apprehensive. . Usually he'll find means to go back to Kuala Kangsar. 2 kali he was found in MCKK in the past. His memory seemed to have stopped at that point in hislife. Allah sahajalah yang tahu why he is tested this far. To him he is still 17.

Doakan so he's looked after by people yang he come across, who would find sympathy in them to give him food and a place to shut his eyes. Insy. Amiin. And I am sorry if anybody finds this upsetting.

Love, Najmiah

for more info click:

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/7/27/nation/18416888&sec=nation

the pencil test

A friend reminded me yesterday to do 'the pencil test'..n i did..

Of course the results are totally Private & Confidential..

have a swell weekend!

gwen stephanie too sexy for malaysia?

Yer ker? dalam concert.. bukannya org nak tgk sgt sexy too, org nak enjoy showmanship..bagi la dress code kalau camtu.. artis tempatan pon takleh nak control.. kalau nak ban the concert.. baik ban all the obscene Video-Clips on astro n tv including those of Pussycat Dolls (who cant sing n only shake their booties) n also so many others. That would make a difference!

Kalau nak cancel the concert atas dasar August is bulan Kemerdekaan, logik la.. but in the first place how come all the permits were given? jawab-jawab jawab.. emo la aku bab Gwen ni..

Kalau cancel.. i want my refund! (as if i was the one who paid for the tickets).

MY CURRENT SQUEEEZZZEEEE & THE SWEET ESCAPE

hi there gang..

lama tak menghantar khabar berita...been bz making myself bz with things..(apa semua ayat2 general ni?!) hahaha..

i found an author yg really out of this world..Walter Moers. He is German n has few books translated to English. Currently his book, The 13 and a Half Lives of Captain Bluebear is my squeeze.. heheh..he is just crazy with ideas .. just the type of crazy nutty imagination that appeals to me.. hehehehe.

JK Rowling is so not my type.. apa yg org berebut sgt pon taktau.. Da vinci code tu pon taktau apa yg best sgt..but not many can right like Walter Moers.. i finishing the Zamonia Series..

Salam to Abdullah Nightingale! Gwen, here i come!



* Cik Kopepod.. i flipped thru "Number One".. quite interesting!

* Na.. 'Paradise" dah khatam ker?

CRASH BOOM BANG

They won't heal
Cos everytime I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the heart but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That's the call, that's the game and the pain stays the same.
I'm walking down this empty road to nowhereI pass by the houses and blocks I once knew.
My Mama told me not to mess with sorrow
But I always did, and Lord, I still doI'm still breaking the rules
{I kick it up}{I kick it down}
Cos everytime I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the heart but then I hit the wall
Crash! Boom! Bang!
That's my real middle-name
It has always been the same
That's the call, that's the game and the pain stays the same.
I still feel the heat{Slowly fallin' from the sky}
And the taste of the kissing
Shattered by rain{Comin' tumblin' from behind}
And the wild holy war.
{I kick it up}{I kick it down}
And everytime I seem to fall in love
Crash! Boom! Bang!
I find the roses dying on the floor
Crash! Boom! Bang!{Crash! Boom! Bang!}
That's the call, that's the game and the pain stays the same.
That's my real middle-name
It has always been the same
Oh yea, Oh yea, Oh yea
Been the same, been the same
It has always been the same

The Traffic Jam in Penang n Kegeringan Seorang Sultan

DYMM Sultan Kedah had to walk for 2 kilometers to get to the stadium, because of that, baginda Sultan gering n the CM of Penang will have to personally mengadap to apologize. dalam paper today, polis pulak disalahkan kerana gagal kawal keadaan n hantar pegawai pangkat koperal mtg penyelarasan. Buat lawak ka?

The traffic problem in Penang in of course a topic yang semua org tepuk dahi..

1. Kenapa nak marah polis? hantar sebatalion polis pon mmg takkan selesai masalah traffic jam kat Penang tu..
2. the drivers in Penang are very skillfull n creative- buat undang-undang sendiri mmg cekap;
3. those who wud like to taste the rowdyness of the drivers in Penang can go to Pekan Seri Kembangan near the South City Plaza- they park as they like, like stop as they like, they double park as they like n they buy cars/vehicles without signal lights;
4. peniaga haram berniaga kiri kanan jalan - tak kisah jual yg haram ke yang halal...obstruction to traffic!
5. the island especially in the town centre is no more suitable for huge functions/occasions..
6. the bus service in the Island is so bad that no one feels that it is reliable so no one chooses to use it;
7. Kenapa bila Sultan Kedah terpaksa berjalan baru nak hype2? masalah ini mmg satu masalah yang tidak dapat diselesaikan dengan baik..sbb takder firm action yang diambil;
8. drivers from outside (sori eh org luar penang) bila masuk penang.. dok buat sesuka hati.. sapa yang pernah experience driving in penang will agree with me. Ala2 Singaporeans masuk Mesia la...;

so..

pergi la apologize kat Sultan Kedah tu.. mmg salah sbb gagal mengawal masalah di negeri sendiri..tapi the Police should not be blamed. They are very experienced in controlling crowd n traffic. tapi kalau traffic n drivers yang ketegaq kat penang tu.. hahahhaha.. sendiri mau ingat laa......

Personally i avoid the island on weekends .. kalau nak pergi..awal pagi..

BAD GAME..

Malaysia n China.. aduss.. bad game! very very bad game...
rasa nya tgk games masa university lagi semangat n bagus..
bagi je UiTm punya team or UKM punya team main bola against China lagi bagus..

hmm not a bad idea.. Why not? rite?